Summer Dosn't Last

Great.

(Inhale)

Well, it's like the middle of summer for me and really haven't done anything as exciting as I would've thought. I watched half the episodes of Heroes (season 1), in the middle of reading Gladwell's book The Tipping Point; wrote a couple songs and have no reason why and went up north last week, had a good time, but it didn't last. And went to workout yesterday, hardly got anything accomplished because wasn't feeling the full motivation. It feels like my summer is in jeopardy because I have been wasting valuable time on countless opportunities.

My mom came home at lunch today and told me that we were going to renovate the entire basement. That's a check mark in my book. The feeling is do we have the money? Well, there are those who would say yeah, you probably have it hiding somewhere, but if you were my mom, you wouldn't have brought up the fact we have been wasting it on unused cable. In fact, the observation is true. We may just have to get our cable network cut off in order to sustain everyday needs. In that case, I won't have to pay for my phone bill seeing how she will set up a 'family plan' involving us 4 including my brother. Of course I had little say in this discussion but I thought it was alright.

And this weather here we've been having lately has been quite over-the-top mild & hot and sunny indeed, and I for one have not been getting out; except for yesterday. Took the dog for a walk this morning and thought to myself: 'I really could use an outdoor pool, but does anyone else seem interested?' Don't think so. I'm sure they have 'better' stuff to do. And that's just it. No one has anytime anymore it seems. I mean I thought summer vacation was supposed to be free and fun. Has it been for me? No, in fact it feels like it's been the opposite this entire time. Money is another problem.

All I know is that I'm supposed to be celebrating 5 months tomorrow, but will I even see her tomorrow?

Maybe a part-time job is on the horizon...but for now, I'm taking one step at a time.

Unfortunate, 'till next time; maybe my misery will clear up by then. Who knows.

Peace.

(Exhale)


-Drew

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