Hawk On Fire

Listening: N.E.R.D. - 'Sooner Or Later' Up Next - Justin Nozuka - 'My Heart Is Yours' It's so funny not knowing the first thing you are going to start off your blog with. That's why I'll just go straight to the heart. Tomorrow is my 18th birthday...(Holy crap...has it really been that long!?) I shouldn't be saying that I'm feeling older everyday, but that's just it. I'm confused about how or what I should feel in the morning. I mean it's not like a day is going to change the way I look or feel tomorrow, but knowing the fact that I'm a year older, then it could have it's toll. My age increases as my life expectancy slowly goes down. And that's the way I've been looking at this glass now. Fully realizing that we have our whole lives to determine how we wish to live and completely unaware of not knowing when the path will end is the basic reality. We could be going after that daring final chapter in our lives and whataya know...

Listening to - 3OH!3 "Follow Me Down" Next on track list - Kid Cudi "Pursuit Of Happiness" Well. You. YOU must be the only one reading this right? YOU may possibly be correct. On the side note, YOU are the only one who reads my blog right? If my blogs are that interesting, which I don't think they are, why do YOU keep coming back for more? That puzzles me. Hi again, still here and doing well. What's new? I haven't got the slightest of clues. But one thing is for sure, I won't have much to say this time around, because usually my blogs are based around certain topics of interest about my personal experiences. However, nothing has been happening to me lately, so I really have nothing to talk about. Sorry if I'm boring you, but right now I feel as if I'm boring myself. Ugh the cycle continues. Spring of 2010 is almost nearby. Depression is all that comes to mind. Lonesome. And entering misery. Is this how I expected this spring to begin? Of cour...