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I wished for Iraq, although Iran so far away

-Enter Safety Police- Hold me back! Alright, so it's been a while and I have seriously felt a new and extraordinary change in my life. It's the new change of a new beginning. Yes I lost my first relationship due to 'busy schedules', but I've turned around on the idea that there is more to life than just romantic chemistry between a guy and a girl. (Going to more detail about that will positively get me off topic - more on that in the next one :) Where was I? Ah Yes. So ever since my first break-up about a month ago, I have been rather contempt with myself due to the fact that I was opening myself up maybe just a little too much. It's not very common to say that, but in my case, I wasn't satisfied and I was striving for more. Something way past where this was heading. But that's the other half of things. I once had this nightmare where I took it to the next level with her and things just got fucked up. Literally. And honestly, I could never have seen that...