I wished for Iraq, although Iran so far away

-Enter Safety Police-

Hold me back!

Alright, so it's been a while and I have seriously felt a new and extraordinary change in my life. It's the new change of a new beginning. Yes I lost my first relationship due to 'busy schedules', but I've turned around on the idea that there is more to life than just romantic chemistry between a guy and a girl. (Going to more detail about that will positively get me off topic - more on that in the next one :)

Where was I?

Ah Yes. So ever since my first break-up about a month ago, I have been rather contempt with myself due to the fact that I was opening myself up maybe just a little too much. It's not very common to say that, but in my case, I wasn't satisfied and I was striving for more. Something way past where this was heading. But that's the other half of things.

I once had this nightmare where I took it to the next level with her and things just got fucked up. Literally. And honestly, I could never have seen that happen. It's like screwing something who's not in the same mood or same environment as yourself. I wouldn't have acted with the same emotion or expression if that were the case.

Anyways, also in this fantasy there was I who was very optimistic and appearing to be in a lot of need, so I had my friends there to support me behind this disagreement I had with her. But things were going totally wrong when they started siding with her other than me. They have chosen her deal, believing I was the one responsible for the bad connection. I was like WTF did I ever do to get this reputation of a sudden change of friend's opinions? It left me confused, motionless and regretful for whatever I may have caused. I was speechless for a great while. I had nothing better to say. If I were to open my mouth, it would've only fucked up the situation even more. I would not only lose my girlfriend, but also my closest friends and their closest friends. I mean what more could I have asked for?

Shockingly, this dream became reality.

I can honestly say that I have changed my whole outlook on relationships. I made myself become a more wiser decision-maker and logically a better human being. I have learned from mistakes and I know the responsibility for next time.

Haha. (I think that next time isn't too far away...But it's not like some kind of rebound or anything, but I may have found the one that can lead me on an endless journey to far and beyond. Right now, I'm just taking it for a ride...aha!) Yeah, more on her in the next one as well.

So I guess that's my long anticipation for a wrongful coming. Things just didn't turn out the way that I had hoped for. But gradually, I'm moving on...

Oh, and BTW, I was watching Russel Peters the other day (hell of a good comedian) and he was yelling out the phrase, "Be a man!" That's what I'm gonna leave you with to consider.

Until next time.


-Drew

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